Tuesday, November 16, 2010

Up Until Now I Swore To Myself That I'm Content, With Loneliness

I don't know if it's the winter blues just starting to hit me or what it is. It could be perhaps the fact that I go to a school located at the top of a mountain where most of the time it is cold, foggy and grey plus the fact that it is basically completely concrete because the architect mostly designed prisons. Maybe even just the stress of school? Whatever it is, I've been feeling a little bit down lately. It could quite possibly be loneliness or the fact that University isn't really living up to all of my expectations. But with high expectations always comes disappointment. But who really knows?

I just feel like something is missing.  I feel like I should be happy, but I'm just not quite there yet. Maybe it's just a growing up thing? Life after all is a learning process where the only real way to learn anything is the hard way.

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