It's been over ten years since the day you died
And I did too, but just on the inside.
Each passing night has made me a little bit stronger
But all the same it's made me weaker
Lying awake thinking about what could've happened,
What did instead
All these things stuck in my head
If there was a rewind button for life,
I wouldn't have let you use the knife
To create this gaping hole in my heart
It's all playing a huge part
In the story of me
From scraping my knee
To lying in a hospital bed
And the day I found out you were dead.
There are times where I don't see a point in living
And times where I feel like forgiving
I forgive you, it wasn't your fault
I just wish I could've figured it out.
Found the combination to the vault of your mind
The places you hid your feelings and thoughts, your soul
Now all that's left is a huge hole.
Can someone help me understand?
What makes your heart make such a demand?
As to hurt yourself in such a way
that only your friends and family pay.
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